Motherhood and Me

Motherhood! What is motherhood? Motherhood changed me?

Before I was a Mom –
I scan sales brochures for good deals on cosmetics, clothes, shoes..
I slept all night.
I never held a sleeping baby just because I dint want to put her down.
I never knew that something so small can affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a mom.
I didn’t know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn’t know that bond between a mother and her child.

After I am a Mom –
I scan thru hypermarket brochures for special sale of Huggies diapers.
I have countless challenges.
She has made me learn how to survive only few hours of interrupted sleep at night.
How to eat things really quickly, specially feed myself and my kid at the same time.
I have become to be a more tolerant person, have to keep myself cool most of the time, but it’s still an ongoing learning process.
I will have to face issues of discipline her very soon; I do not intend to use the cane.
I hope I can discipline her through reasoning and understanding.

After all, motherhood made me a better person! WISH ME LUCK!