Waiting is a silent killer

It's shown me positive two weeks ago when I missed my period. I was so happy after a long wait that I finally get a God blessing!!

I went to my first prenatal checkup after a positive home pregnancy test. However, I was been told that it might be too early to see the little one at such early stage on ultra-sound by my gynea. Have been told to go back and check after one week.

So, today is the day! I wish I can see the little bean of mine is growing well! But things doesnt come so good. Again.. I was told that it's not a so healthy pregnancy. There is an empty sac found in my womb with no baby seen yet! Again, I was told to go back after two weeks time to check wether baby is growing. If it doesn't happen as it's way, doctor might have to terminate the pregnancy! I was like.. Oh.. God! Why me? I am super duper depress right after seeing the doctor, and what I can do is just to cross my fingers, hope everything will be going on well, everything is on God's hand! HE might do the best for me!



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A Newborn Conversation With GOD!

A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"

God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."

The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."

God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."

Again the small child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"

God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak."

"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"

God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray."

"Who will protect me?"

God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."

"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."

God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."

God said, You will simply call her, "Mom."

失望。。无助。。

深夜了，可我还没能入睡。。感觉无助。。害怕。。对身边的人和事都无能接受！甚至于是我最亲的人，有的时候还最令我害怕，失望！想啊想的，我现在过的是我最想要的生活吗？如果能重来，我又会选择一条怎样的路？会比现在好，还是更遭？现在也不遭，只不过此刻的我没有很开心。开始觉得我应该找回我自己。不要为任何人而活。此刻的我真的很害怕。。。唯有祈求上天对我有多一点点的眷顾，让我安然的入睡、在梦里告诉我，教导我要怎样坦然的面对我所有不能接受的人与事！

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Missy~~

My Little missy @ 2 years and 9 months old.

No. 2

I was 28 when I gave birth Annabelle, and she is going to be 3 years old on coming January. Naturally hubby and I had never thought to have a second child even though I always wish to give Annabelle a companian. Untill recently, we change our mind, if it really happen, we will accept it with gratitute and joy. Anyhow, GOD still haven't hear us. But generally, we still don't stress ourself out by taking it easy, we leave it to GOD. But honestly, seeing Annabelle growing up, I do miss the babyness of her. Sometimes I would have wonder if we are just being blessed with one child or there is another one coming on the way. :)

鱼蛋妹

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Chickenpox

Another week has gone by.. Have you made any fun plan for the weekend? I cant have any planning, due to my girl is having chickenpox! Yes.. chickenpox.. what a horrible sickness. It's all about my fault to be so forgetful, I miss the vacination for my girl. Deeply regret for my girl! She got the virus from the school. Today is the 3rd day since the rashes appearing. Her body grow a lot of rashes today compare to yesterday. What a poor little girl.

I think my weekend gonna be a mass and busy one. The bad thing is I haven't has any chickenpox history and vaccination yet. And I just able to get myself vaccined on the first day when I discover Annabelle got chickenpox rashes. I don't know the vaccine will help to protect me againts the virus. But I already have tried my best to protect myself. I think myself is carrying the virus now and may GOD bless me to not be so suffer event though I get infected later.

Anyhow, have a wonderful weekend!

是我！

都那么晚了，妈咪是怎么了？把我弄成这样子！她说很可爱。我想她一定是被爸爸闷坏了！爸爸已经连续好多天都OT 了！ 我呀..都很久没见过爸爸了！哎呀，妈咪闷的那么可怜，我这女儿嘛，就牺牲一下下，被妈咪玩弄一下下咯！


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Location:妈咪的房间

型！

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盆菜，赞！

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Location:阿顺哥鱼翅酒楼

Complete range

My complete range of skin care, I got all of them back again!





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Vomit Blood!

I think i must blog this incident down.

My little Annabelle can be such a sweet girl mostly, but sometimes I have vomit blood moment with her too. Don't be fooled by her sweet smiley look, when she is throwing her tantrum, I cant really take it, and loose my temper and patience too!

Last night, she did something wrong, and I cant really can control my temper but lecture her.

I forbitten her to come in to the room, and ask her stand outside the room.

I said: Annabelle, you did something wrong, and now you have to stand outside of the room.

Annbelle (Walking towards the door and crying). After sometimes...

Annabelle : mommy... In... (meaning she wanna come in)

I said : No

Annabelle : Mommy, down... find.. mama(grandma), Bye!

Me : *Sweat* + * Faint*!!

My Little Sweetie Pie

My sweetie pie is growing up so much, myself is not aware of it untill I opened up my computer and browsed thru recent photoes for develop. She become talkative and always like to chat with me, tell me what happen at school. Even though sometimes i dont really understand what is she talking about, but i still answering her. I am very glad that she is learning independant now. Eat , drink, sleep by her own. Meanwhile, obviously I have more spare time compare to months ago! And ... with those spare time.. my mind cant stop of thinking what t0 buy! And there goes my money... shopping!

Well... some of you might notice that her cheek is growing bigger and bigger, this made her eye bcome smaller and smaller! Oh.. my sweetie.... She just cant stop from chewing and eating! Cakes is her favourite supper!

She is 2 but she knows what is caring! When she see mommy cry, she will hug hug and begging for kiss kiss... this such a lovely girl.. even though her naughtiness drive me to wall sometimes, but her smile and caring, melted my heart so much!

March 2011 Langkawi Trip

Some random update of what happen X's Family lately.. A first time experience of bringing Annabelle to a trip by aeroplan! A good start by just taking a short journey flight to Langkawi. She behaved well thru out the journey! Everybody is enjoying the trip except me and my husband. Both of us get infected by the diarrea virus from Annabelle... feel so sick thru out the entire trip!

She post so nice in front of the camera!

Can you see a sick face of mine?

3 of us, Daddy smile is so sweet... yeepiiieee!

Sleepy Annabelle.

Annabelle on the flight with mommy!

Annabelle on the flight with Daddy!

2011 CNY Celebration

We have a simple yet happy Chinese New Year celebration with our family members. The most happy of course is the kids, they got to gather together, play, eat and drink. 2011 CNY, Annabelle is 2 years old. She can recall and great each of us, for example: mommy, daddy, po po, gong gong, yi yi, jie jie etc.

First Day od cny, just 3 of us, we hang around the house and then have a walk to shopping center to facilitate ourself to the happening CNY celebration out there.

The kid have most of the fun during the forth day of CNY at Genting Highland.

Overall the conclusion of CNY celebration is WEIGHT GAIN!!

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2011 Birthday

My 2011 birthday celebration, we just have a simple japanese dinner. And this Is Annabelle first time eat sushi! She seem to like Japanese food too!


She now know what Is call take photo and will show funny expression!


Lastly.. Below is the most memorable birthday gift I have ever got! See the number plate? 一心一意 from lovely husband! Thanks to my dear for make it happen!


Annabelle and mommy's birthday gift!

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Annabelle is 2 years old!

Happy birthday to my little girl! You are 2 and mommy
hope u always happy and healthy!




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永远怀念你

今天早晨，接到一个突如其来的坏消息！坏消息告诉我，上帝把你接走了！我脑袋顿时变成一片空白。我想，别玩了。。 新年流流，别开这种玩笑，好吗？赶快登入面子书，打开你的profile, OMG! 这确实是铁一般的事实。。。

你的微笑， 你的笑声，你那美丽的笑容。。我们一起的学院生活，统统活生生在我脑海里浮现。。眼泪就不自觉地滑下脸颊。。 时光飞逝。。 我和你已经有很多年没有见面，可是记忆是永远的。。 毕竟我们在一起的时光是快乐的，欢笑的。。 无忧无虑的！

在此，我愿你在远远的那一边，快乐！Mi ee , 永远怀念你~！