Again....Stress

I have left my blog silently.. don’t know how long already, just because I am figuring out how to handle stress. Yup.. I am very much in stress from my job these days. Trying very hard to hide it from hubby whenever I get home. Obviously.. I did it very well.. in hiding .. but not in handle the stress. Sitting at my workstation, working non stop from 8:30am to 5pm, yet, I am being told that I am not commit to my job.

I am thinking very hardly.. try to find out the definition of “commit to my job”. Oh God! I don’t know.. may be I am a big failure.. No matter how hard I try, I still can’t get the trust from her (my superior). Or… I already get bored to my job? But I still can be very concentrate in doing my daily job. Stress.. stress.. stress… How? How am I going to overcome it? And what to do when I really feel irritated of the people around me? I will collapse anytime.. anywhere.. but I still hiding it.. nobody realize the collapsing ME…