Current Status - Room Alone

Today is a sunny day and its sunday, hubby need to work.. and guess what.. Baby is with maid! So.. thats why i name it "Room Alone"..Hehehe.. I just get up from my afternoon nap, took my bath, and now enjoying a cup of Hazelnut Old Town White Coffee while writing this post. Yeah.. seem like long long time i never have such a peaceful time like now.. should enjoy it!

Feel Beautiful

There are so many times that I feel myself busy with my daily routine… weekdays working, weekend busy at home. Until I feel like I don’t get enough quality time with my husband and my kid. Or even for some reason, I lost my own space!

I don’t know if I am a great mother and wife (hubby always complain I am not!).. I just know I cant forget to take care of myself... my health… my appearance…Life is short, you never know when it end! So... I feel like I must do something to make myself happy and feel good. What I suppose to do? Get wild once in a while... and then get back on track? Go to trim my eyebrow, curl my eyelashes, and wear sexy dress? Be beautiful... Feel beautiful? So that I am looking good and feel good? I wan to be a butterfly and fly up high!

Walking @ 12 months old

Motherhood and Me

Motherhood! What is motherhood? Motherhood changed me?

Before I was a Mom –
I scan sales brochures for good deals on cosmetics, clothes, shoes..
I slept all night.
I never held a sleeping baby just because I dint want to put her down.
I never knew that something so small can affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a mom.
I didn’t know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn’t know that bond between a mother and her child.

After I am a Mom –
I scan thru hypermarket brochures for special sale of Huggies diapers.
I have countless challenges.
She has made me learn how to survive only few hours of interrupted sleep at night.
How to eat things really quickly, specially feed myself and my kid at the same time.
I have become to be a more tolerant person, have to keep myself cool most of the time, but it’s still an ongoing learning process.
I will have to face issues of discipline her very soon; I do not intend to use the cane.
I hope I can discipline her through reasoning and understanding.

After all, motherhood made me a better person! WISH ME LUCK!

My Little Girl is One!

You know how much you meant to me.

You are the most adorable baby that I have ever seen.

You are clever and beautiful.

You are the gift from God.

You are just so special, so special to me that no one can replace you in my life.
Your smile always lightens up the whole family.

Your existence brings confidence and responsibility to my life.

Your voice sounds so sweet to me.But your tears always scratch my heart.
No matter who you are and what you will become…really no matter what….I am still always proud of you and love you…
The only thing is I can never afford to lose you, really I can’t afford.
Daddy and Mommy only have a wish and expectation on you; we wish you are always healthy, safe and happy.
(Hope to see your comment on this post one day when you grow up!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, ANNABELLE CHEONG.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER.