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2012 开心乐龙龙

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Happy 3 Years Old Birthday My Dear!

2011..I farewell You With My Sorrow

I lost the chance to get to know you..
I so wanted to hold you tightly...
Touch the little hands of yours..
Mummy Love you so much..
Only time can heal my heart..
I hide it deep inside me...
I love you even though I miss the chance to get to know you...
I hope Angel will protect you..

Waiting is a silent killer

It's shown me positive two weeks ago when I missed my period. I was so happy after a long wait that I finally get a God blessing!!

I went to my first prenatal checkup after a positive home pregnancy test. However, I was been told that it might be too early to see the little one at such early stage on ultra-sound by my gynea. Have been told to go back and check after one week.

So, today is the day! I wish I can see the little bean of mine is growing well! But things doesnt come so good. Again.. I was told that it's not a so healthy pregnancy. There is an empty sac found in my womb with no baby seen yet! Again, I was told to go back after two weeks time to check wether baby is growing. If it doesn't happen as it's way, doctor might have to terminate the pregnancy! I was like.. Oh.. God! Why me? I am super duper depress right after seeing the doctor, and what I can do is just to cross my fingers, hope everything will be going on well, everything is on God's hand! HE might do the best for me!



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A Newborn Conversation With GOD!

A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"

God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."

The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."

God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."

Again the small child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"

God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak."

"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"

God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray."

"Who will protect me?"

God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."

"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."

God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."

God said, You will simply call her, "Mom."

失望。。无助。。

深夜了，可我还没能入睡。。感觉无助。。害怕。。对身边的人和事都无能接受！甚至于是我最亲的人，有的时候还最令我害怕，失望！想啊想的，我现在过的是我最想要的生活吗？如果能重来，我又会选择一条怎样的路？会比现在好，还是更遭？现在也不遭，只不过此刻的我没有很开心。开始觉得我应该找回我自己。不要为任何人而活。此刻的我真的很害怕。。。唯有祈求上天对我有多一点点的眷顾，让我安然的入睡、在梦里告诉我，教导我要怎样坦然的面对我所有不能接受的人与事！

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